30.10.06

Emotions

Human emotion. I love our emotion. Every day I love it more. Slowly I am coming to appreciate the human being. Human emotion is the randomizer. We get these feelings in relations to a subject. Somewhere is this mix is a chemical enhancer…imagine the situation.

The corporate beast pushes. Continually pumping and pulling. Energy comes in through the people. It then distributes its power all over the building, in one form or another. And each of those areas of the corporation does something different. But they all work together in a very interesting manner. Their interactions change continually because of the various rates of usage in relation to the other areas of the business. Picture this…overall, you can predict a corporation’s success over the long term (i.e. The NYSE). But within each department you can only predict so well. And within each individual you can do very little. But in the end you have a vivid interesting and amazing creature feeding and pushing and pulling, making decisions in different directions (sometimes right and sometimes wrong – but isn’t that process of “success” only that more involved). The corporate machines make decisions independent of their runners sometimes based upon the odd group consensus that occurs across the face of the business. The corporate machine takes on an odd sort of existence, it has arisen from this vast group of pieces pulling in very interesting directions relative to each other (i.e. in many dimensions). Sometimes from it can come randomness. Or maybe purposeful incorrect decisions in order to get to other ideas. Or maybe just in sufficient knowledge and capability to factors out all of the doubt in any particular situation. Our lack of intelligence might be a good thing…we aren’t perfect computers with perfect knowledge. Just computers.

Now…replace that corporation with the human brain. You might conceive the people and neurons…maybe nodes and departments could be physical areas of the brain. From this inside somewhere…there might be close to randomness due to lack of knowledge or whatever…it is an interestingly interacting thing. Too much imagination mixed in the math and some emotion might create some odd chemical reactions causing neurons to fire off under different than normal circumstances and in an oddly timed manner which causes a memory retrieval electricity movement to take a different path to wherever it comes and goes from and it intersects another piece of information earlier than it normally does and under different circumstances…and suddenly, you have a new molecule of thought. A physical representation of your mind in the charge of some electrons. In chemistry order is everything.

From this new interaction…we have a new thought. And new way of interacting with and defining nature possibly. A new way of understanding the universe. Emotions.

I think I appreciate emotion now a touch more…and the group of people who have less hormones…men and women I am sure…they are bred in by the corporate beast. The corporation is the ultimate breeding ground and the corporation chooses pretty, not crazy, safe and normally decent people. Economic evolution.

Good night.

9.10.06

Love: II Continued

The animal would evolve. It would see, on a long term scale, that those who appreciate the fact that there is another out there who cares for them on a level that they care for themselves and who is there to help them survive. Nature, in its wild ways, will choose for that individual that learns to socialize because that individual will do better because of the support it gains. One individual plus another individual working together is greater than two individuals working separately (or maybe even three or four working separately) and because of this, they will become greater. They will learn to define this relationship as something never before seen and they will seek it out as there is a primordial understanding of the benefits of the social beast.

This would lead to off spring. And since there has been no purpose of life other than to reproduce and fill the world with its strain of genetic code, the one who not only allows you to pass yours on but pushes you to because of their similar desire becomes even more valuable. A mother bear will attack anything, no matter the size or ferocity that comes between it and its cub. It is protecting itself. The cub is an extension of it. The bear is not a single animal randomly placed in time and space to consume nature and pass on its minerals. It is part of a long line of creatures that have been perfected by the pangs of growth over many millennia to push farther and have more off spring in the world. It is what it does. And anything that benefits it on a continual basis will be seen as valuable. Over time, those emotions will evolve. The bond will become stronger that they recognize. As the being moves toward its next level of existence it may even begin to recognize this emotional attachment to others that have certain characteristics. It will act upon this emotion on an even greater level such as to lead to a circle in which it ties itself and its advancement in the world to this emotion and having that emotion allows it to advance greater. Love will be created when one becomes so at ease with this emotion that it no longer acts out of self interest but then begins to conceive of its existence as part of a grander whole that extends farther beyond it. love of the world and the caring, tender beings in the world around it.

Love is rational. The grand picture of it leaves us without doubt as to how we came to be with it. the picture is clear. We just need to look through the fog between it and us.

3.10.06

1984

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