Reality

I try to think along ideological lines. I think there is value to it. The excuses I give myself include:

1. There are a large number of people who don't think ideologically. There patterns aren't based upon any particular of thought (be they famous or not). They simply live day to day. Breath to breath.

2. The average of the all comes from many different parts moving in a general direction. When viewed from he ground we see amazing varience, from above, the herd I would guess. I am but one of many lines of thought. It is part of my duty to think how it is that I think...

3. There is purity in the universe. By purity, maybe I mean perfection. By perfection, maybe there is an idea that is constant. A constant could be thought of as a rule. A rule could be determined to be right or wrong. Ring and wrong could be defined as truth. Maybe I am hunting for my own sort of God. My own something to believe in. Maybe in all of that I am looking for a purpose. A purpose being defined as a place.

I am sure over time I will gain other rationlizations that convince me logically.

Of course, I begin to attack my own thoughts...

1. Who am I to define a pure logical thought? Maybe every single person in the world lives an ideological path that is truly independent of all others. And maybe everyone of us runs along a line that ties directly to something...sorta like "Who the fuck am I?" Maybe we never deviate from our own ideological paths. All decisions come from something.

::immediate thought in relation to that...we don't always act how we want to, we are always in a compromise, or being forced into action::



I try to act upon an ideological belief because I believe by injecting my little piece into the system I can push it toward a better result. There are plenty of realists and darwinists in the world. I guess there are plenty of idealists as well...